It's been awhile since I've posted. Things are still up and down for me. I sometimes feel guilty when I have good days. I think that is odd, but I try to remind myself that Aimee wouldn't want me to be miserable the rest of my life. It just feels like a betrayal to have a good day. I know that isn't true and I do combat those thoughts it's just another part of my grieving process. Next Thursday is Aimee's birthday. She would have been 18 years old. At times I feel cheated, but I know somehow, someday God will make it all right. We are going to do Aimee's temple work on her birthday. I'm really glad we're going to do something so positive on such a difficult day. I feel sad that it is the last thing I can do for her and in some ways want to save it for later, but I feel like this is the best thing for all of us. I don't want to stall her eternal progression and I think it will be wonderful to feel her so close in the temple that day! On Monday...
Wendy, we are so thrilled and thankful that Aimee is doing so well with her treatment. We will be praying for your family. Thank you for your blog.
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Wendee,
ReplyDeleteWe were glad we got to see you last night and our prayers are with you in light of the new developments. We will be available to come up and spell you anytime you need it. Just let us know!
Thanks Janae! I'll keep you posted.
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